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Tuesday, November 10, 2009



No class today, thank the heavens. But while I was at the hair salon, my ex [not the one who I had the convo with last night, this ex is the most recent] decided to once again fuck up. I don't even know why I entertain him. I try to stop answering his calls and messages but obviously I haven't been trying hard enough. He called and told me he wanted to talk and that he was sorry for being an asshole the last time we talked. But since I was under the hairdryer I told him I would call him back. In the end, it turns out that his conscience was just tickling him and he had no interest in apologizing to me the proper way. So I'm back on square one: trying to make the person I was truly in love with, dead to me.

Anyways, my ex said he bought me this:



... Same thing I said, but we'll see. I'm gonna drive up to see him on Friday after I work out. Since cheerleading tryouts are in 18 days, I have to workout everyday, since I'm a bag of wind now. Well more homework to do, maybe I'll edit later.







 <3




TWO SIMPLE WORDs:

CHEERLEADING TRYOUTS

November 29th
Maryland

OHH YEAHHH
SEVEN YEARS + OF CHEERING
AND I WANT MORE



EDiT






one of my exes (11:59:53 PM): Since when do you have a new bf?
me (12:00:02 AM): halloween/the 1st of november
me (12:00:11 AM): i just said that lol
one of my exes (12:00:11 AM): Oh
one of my exes (12:00:24 AM): I didn't get that
one of my exes (12:00:34 AM): U just said yea
one of my exes (12:00:40 AM): Lol
me (12:01:06 AM): ohh
me (12:01:09 AM): lol sry
one of my exes (12:01:18 AM): It's ok
one of my exes (12:01:38 AM): Damn allyson gets around
one of my exes (12:01:44 AM): Lol
me (12:01:48 AM): excuse me?
one of my exes (12:02:06 AM): Another boyfriend already


They should have a show called 'Ex's say the stupid-est shit'.
He really took the prize tonight.
I was too tired to even put him in his place.
I mean I did get mad, but whatever,
I just gave blood today and my pressure needs to stay stabilized
I had four classes today & I register for UMES
on Wednesday. My sister's birthday is this weekend.
It's supposed to be a huge family event.
One of my best friends is coming home this weekend.
I feel all my homework piling up
and I feel my shoulders tensing up.
On a better note, my bf bought me a ring.
This thing looks like a fucking engagement ring.
I know every girl loves gifts but damn,
I told him to save his money... seriously
Anyways, I'm tired and I'm supposed to be
cleaning my car, doing homework, and doing my hair
all day tomorrow.
So I will talk to the bf (til about 3 fucking AM )
then get my ass in my bed


Sunday, November 08, 2009

Tell Me Something Good...  ♥













 









A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own even if she never wants
to or needs to…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her
dreams wants to see her in an hour…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
a past juicy enough that she’s looking forward to
retelling it in her old age….
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …..

a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black
lace bra…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
one friend who always makes her laugh… and one who
lets her cry…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone
else in her family…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a
recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
a feeling of control over her destiny…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to fall in love without losing herself..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
HOW TO QUIT A JOB,
BREAK UP WITH A LOVER,
AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
when to try harder… and WHEN TO WALK AWAY…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that she can’t change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that her childhood may not have been perfect…but it’s over…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she would and wouldn’t do for love or more…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to live alone… even if she doesn’t like it…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
whom she can trust,
whom she can’t,
and why she shouldn’t
take it personally…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
where to go…
be it to her best friend’s kitchen table…
or a charming inn in the woods…
when her soul needs soothing…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she can and can’t accomplish in a day…
a month…and a year…

- Maya Angelou


Saturday, November 07, 2009

 " Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman,
but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
"



I drove to my boyfriend's school yesterday. Its about a 31 minute drive from my school's campus. But every time I go over there, there is either traffic going or coming back. Either way, it was such a sweet little date. He bought us Chinese food and I brought over a movie and we just spent it in his dorm room. He has 4 roomies in this suite kinda thing, but they all went home so we had fun all by ourselves! Before I saw him I saw my other friend who lives down the street from his school and after I saw him, I saw my other friend who went to my high school. It was a long night after such a short day of school.

I think I woke up too late this morning/afternoon. I woke up with a headache and a bitch's attitude to match it. And then my mother keeps bothering me about raking the leaves and then I had to drive my sister to her high school since she left a book there. My patience runs thin when it comes to running errands for other people....My patient runs thin period. But I have homework piling up and a room to clean and I don't know, the routine I live is just killing my spirit. Last week was fun, but I know as soon as the weekend comes around the same week will just start again. Maybe my headache is why I'm complaining.



Thursday, November 05, 2009



i'm gonna be a writer
and i'll write about all the things
i had to endure as a teenage girl
it'll take up volumes and volumes
and it'll help people everyone
i'll save lives one page at a time



and i will have a wonderful apartment
and this will be my bed
nice and comfy and big
and romantic
and all mine!
mwahaha



people will read my books
in the snow and in the rain
in the morning and at night
in school and on their own time



it'll talk about men
(and women)
and relationships
and love
and how it hurts
when the person you love the most
leaves you in the fucking dust :)



i will also talk about
how technology can ruin relationships
because it does



i personally
love telephone CALLS,
walks, and letters
handwritten shit =]



hmm i also want to write a book
filled completely with poetry
hopefully my xanga will still be alive
and i can put some of those poems on there
a book of poems about family
and all the stuff no one wants to talk about
a whole book on sex sounds fine to me =D

 

well theres my dream
to be the next Carrie Bradshaw
(yes i do watch the sex & the city movie a lot)



i love writing papers for school
and i love reading
= english major?
just somethng i'm thinking about
my major and future career stays on my mind
so =]



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